Others

I am back among the world wide web, catching up on all the blogs I voyeur, and finding all the new exciting blogs that are full of creative, and I mean beautiful creative creations. So many amazing stuff people are doing in the name of art, life and spiritual pursuits, but what about moi? What am I doing? Yes, I am doing "stuff" but these bloggers are doing "stuff" on top of "stuff." Fab-u-lous beautiful "stuff!" How do y'all support your husbands, raise them kids, be a published authoresses, open your life long dreams of that corner cafe, and, knit, draw, paint and design too.

It's enough that I can barely support myself, at the same time trying to stay above water in academia, among KIDS half my age, and act like an adult among peers my age, considering everyone of them are pursuing, advancing and succeeding in their careers. And dating; falling in love! I guess I wouldn't be venting about the said subject, whatever that may be, if I can figure out how to integrate an intimate social life, with my life that I am juggling. Maybe my acaddemic education for the last two years has matured me in the other aspect of myself?

Ya, fat chance.

Well, maybe it's about time I found out? And to quote a writer in the New York Times? "Because really, you never know."